INSOMNIA
For no apparent reason…
I seem to have entered the season…
Of counting sheep
Because I cannot sleep.
For goodness sake…
Why am I awake?
I always woke up feeling revived
Because of sleep I was never deprived.
But now it is irritating at best
Not being able to rest.
But taking a pill…
Is against my will
Not always is there a forewarning…
Of the lousy feeling when you wake up in the morning.
If I only knew
What else to do!
At times I am close to a panic attack
I want my previously sleeping habit back.
I have tried different modalities
To deal with my sleeping abnormalities.
But now I can pause…
I have been able to recognize the cause.
This sleepless phase…
Is part of old age
So I am sure more sleep I will miss
And accept “it is what it is”.